Let go

if life is an ocean, then love is an island

And freedom is a boat you can row.

-Passenger

      

"Sorry"

I was trying to show how strong I'm but she insists to wait and watch so she left.
Ego is as bad as hell,it both lies within us.
When you love someone you should always be the first to approach and say everything you wanna say and be nice.
We don't have this very moment everytime but when you have.
Your ego must not be the reason to push it away.
I was so wrong that I don't open the doors when she was at the doorstep.
I would regret this my whole life time if she didn't show up in my life.
And i hope she had gone so so far that I can't even reach in a Lifetime.

Loving you is my habit.

Wish you were here

By Preetty Marak

                         Near the sea shore, surrounded by sea

Would have been fun, if it was you and me

Soft sand and pebbles with clear blue sky

Nobody around me but for birds flying by

I have written you a short ‘sorry’ note

Just my feelings, without any special quote

In your favourite colour bright yellow

I have kept it just beneath your pillow

You looked beautiful sleeping in deep

You would wake up so silently I glide

I remember yesterday how I made you weep

Keeping you happy is what I’ve always tried.

I met with an accident then I fell asleep

By now my fellow mate must have called you

They must have given you the news

You are being missed and I hope I am too

Don’t worry I am happy, it is peaceful and calm

Bright sunny weather, lovely and warm

I would have hugged you if you were near

Would be much happy, wish you were here.

Dedicated to the song I've written in 2015

Happy

Last night was the night after all this time i felt again the wind of my lost love. We haven't speak to each other since the time she scolded me on 23/05/2017.
I was frustrated and gone insane for sometimes and now like i feel the whole things just hit on my heart. I felt like oh, I'm great.karma has such a great power and heal everything.
I keep remembering the epitaph that reads "the power of true love is undefeatable"
I wasn't fine at all after she left me in the middle of nowhere. I'm learning to live myself struggling the whole broken piece of love,lies,truth. But afterall i guess love has the power to heal everything.
She's just my everything.

All i want to say is whatever the love you make. And whatever you've done and hurt someone else.
just be strong and stay humble, cool you're not alone. And if it comes back to you don't hurt them. They are the true lovers of the lifetime.

I'm very thankful to you that at least you value your heart more than your ego/pride.i appreciate it my love.
I promised, you won't regret it.

Thanks for being apart of my life.

  -Song i wrote in 2015

Christmas

Another time of the Christmas has arrived.
It's December and after a long time,I happened to crossed  your gate like i do the previous years.
There was no light this time.
I guess,it's because you're not here.
This Christmas reminds me of you and hope this would last for this one life.
I'm no longer an obsessive man.
I miss you more when you're gone for someone new.
I now felt guilty for being such an obsessive person in those years and decided to learned everything by myself. And this time,It won't break off easily,i promised.
Stay healthy and happy as always.

Song i wrote in 2015

"The Unspoken Goodbye"

“The Unspoken Goodbye”

by Mary Magdalene Rynjah

It started just like any other,

You and I, page after page-
One spring till the other winter;

Like birds freed from their wooden cages,
Soaring high for the clouds above.

The time passed by with no regrets-
You, I and the billion stars above;

And just as the cold winds blew by,
I stood there with this cold bitter loneliness.
I was no longer your beautiful DOVE.

Bitter sweet memories stayed cold as ice;

Leaving a bruised flower behind-
Never to be touched again,

Sweet delicate essence; a dangerous vice.

But now I see a clearer picture,
You wanted the stars;
And I, an ordinary creature.
With unspoken rhythm of doubts

And innocent gaze of displeasure-
You said your goodbyes

And walked farther away to find another.

Estrange

She gave me love a chance....
She said she'd follow me anywhere
but  her eyes,
Tell me she won't be there.
she said its time for me to give her friendship a chance.
I got to learn how to love without her.
I'm done sitting home without her.
I'm going class without her.
It is hard to love someone....
Who doesn't love me in return.
But sometimes it's the most beautiful feeling in the world,I would said that.
There's nothing like tha power of unrequited love.
Unlike other bonds.
It isn't shared.
It's mine and mine alone.
For a love like this I don't need her to love me.
There's no better love than that....
But if we Gamble in the name of love
Stake what you we
What to fear?
How wonderful if you win.
Even if you lose all is not lost.

Songs that i wrote in 2015