A Cage of Life
A Dairy of a teenage guy, A head full of dreams.
Wednesday 2 October 2019
Wednesday 14 November 2018
"Sorry"
Ego is as bad as hell,it both lies within us.
When you love someone you should always be the first to approach and say everything you wanna say and be nice.
We don't have this very moment everytime but when you have.
Your ego must not be the reason to push it away.
I was so wrong that I don't open the doors when she was at the doorstep.
I would regret this my whole life time if she didn't show up in my life.
And i hope she had gone so so far that I can't even reach in a Lifetime.
Friday 22 December 2017
Loving you is my habit.
Wish you were here
Near the sea shore, surrounded by sea
Would have been fun, if it was you and me
Soft sand and pebbles with clear blue sky
Nobody around me but for birds flying by
I have written you a short ‘sorry’ note
Just my feelings, without any special quote
In your favourite colour bright yellow
I have kept it just beneath your pillow
You looked beautiful sleeping in deep
You would wake up so silently I glide
I remember yesterday how I made you weep
Keeping you happy is what I’ve always tried.
I met with an accident then I fell asleep
By now my fellow mate must have called you
They must have given you the news
You are being missed and I hope I am too
Don’t worry I am happy, it is peaceful and calm
Bright sunny weather, lovely and warm
I would have hugged you if you were near
Would be much happy, wish you were here.
Dedicated to the song I've written in 2015
Saturday 16 December 2017
Happy
Last night was the night after all this time i felt again the wind of my lost love. We haven't speak to each other since the time she scolded me on 23/05/2017.
I was frustrated and gone insane for sometimes and now like i feel the whole things just hit on my heart. I felt like oh, I'm great.karma has such a great power and heal everything.
I keep remembering the epitaph that reads "the power of true love is undefeatable"
I wasn't fine at all after she left me in the middle of nowhere. I'm learning to live myself struggling the whole broken piece of love,lies,truth. But afterall i guess love has the power to heal everything.
She's just my everything.
All i want to say is whatever the love you make. And whatever you've done and hurt someone else.
just be strong and stay humble, cool you're not alone. And if it comes back to you don't hurt them. They are the true lovers of the lifetime.
I'm very thankful to you that at least you value your heart more than your ego/pride.i appreciate it my love.
I promised, you won't regret it.
Thanks for being apart of my life.
-Song i wrote in 2015
Sunday 10 December 2017
Christmas
It's December and after a long time,I happened to crossed your gate like i do the previous years.
There was no light this time.
I guess,it's because you're not here.
This Christmas reminds me of you and hope this would last for this one life.
I'm no longer an obsessive man.
I miss you more when you're gone for someone new.
I now felt guilty for being such an obsessive person in those years and decided to learned everything by myself. And this time,It won't break off easily,i promised.
Stay healthy and happy as always.
Monday 2 October 2017
"The Unspoken Goodbye"
“The Unspoken Goodbye”
by Mary Magdalene Rynjah
It started just like any other,
You and I, page after page-
One spring till the other winter;
Like birds freed from their wooden cages,
Soaring high for the clouds above.
The time passed by with no regrets-
You, I and the billion stars above;
And just as the cold winds blew by,
I stood there with this cold bitter loneliness.
I was no longer your beautiful DOVE.
Bitter sweet memories stayed cold as ice;
Leaving a bruised flower behind-
Never to be touched again,
Sweet delicate essence; a dangerous vice.
But now I see a clearer picture,
You wanted the stars;
And I, an ordinary creature.
With unspoken rhythm of doubts
And innocent gaze of displeasure-
You said your goodbyes
And walked farther away to find another.
Tuesday 26 September 2017
Estrange
She gave me love a chance....
She said she'd follow me anywhere
but her eyes,
Tell me she won't be there.
she said its time for me to give her friendship a chance.
I got to learn how to love without her.
I'm done sitting home without her.
I'm going class without her.
It is hard to love someone....
Who doesn't love me in return.
But sometimes it's the most beautiful feeling in the world,I would said that.
There's nothing like tha power of unrequited love.
Unlike other bonds.
It isn't shared.
It's mine and mine alone.
For a love like this I don't need her to love me.
There's no better love than that....
But if we Gamble in the name of love
Stake what you we
What to fear?
How wonderful if you win.
Even if you lose all is not lost.
Songs that i wrote in 2015
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“The Unspoken Goodbye” by Mary Magdalene Rynjah It started just like any other, You and I, page after page- One spring till the oth...
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I am writing this because I have met the most wonderful girl, who I love very much and who returns this sentiment. She has been so patient...